he called!! he called!!!!
*koff* sorry.. am abit overjoyed after wilfred called.
he say he queued up very long just to call me.
lights out at 10pm, i woke up since 12.30 and waited nearly 9 hrs
for him to call me and have a 2 minutes phone call
resulting in my crying. fantastic way to spend my day huh?
haiz.

at least can hear his voice! heh! *happy*
i hear my boy so ke lian i heart pain sial... haiz haiz
tml another day.... still got 2 day before saturday..
guess i really muz let myself adapt to days without him
being able to talk to me or i'll go nuts pretty soon

there was this constant fear as the time draw near for him to call.
i was afraid he might not call. mebbe too tired, too busy or something
then the phone rang and my heart stopped. he called.
first thing he apologised, then i asked abt him being fine anot,
he had problem sleeping last night.
since he normally sleep at wee hours, asking him to sleep at 10pm is tough
moreover, he has insomia sometimes... am really worried.
many guys told me, army can make the toughest guy cry if they want.
didn't know how bad CD could be, now i know.
wil seem to be getting quite abit of culture shock and all...
had prob sleeping and ended up crying himself to slp..
having a big guy like him to shed tears is so damn rare.
yet one day in ns and it's so tough already. *sigh*

i really missed him alot... can't wait for saturday to come
yet sunday morning he have to go back in again....
so fast!!!!!!! this is so sick..
he woke up since 5 am this morning to have all the physical training
can't talk much so i'm not sure with the details.
basically it's juz a call to let both of us noe that we're fine.
i believe this really made our relationship stronger.
i can hear that he missed me alot too cos he say that lotsa time on the phone
and i told him lotsa times too....

arghhhh my mind is in a mess.... tml sano n iman coming over to make salad.
friday duno wad to do to kill time. week after wil returns, whole week duno do wad.
shit